So I’m at work just finished all my work :) My co-worker just came in and we’re talking about what we did for the weekend and I told her how my mom felt really bad that I don’t have money to spend on myself. She saw the shoes that I have and they were falling apart. So she decided she wanted to take me shopping !
My mom got me two pairs of shoes ! Which are exactly these shoes
One of them was only 19.00 :) :) :) :)
My Grandma’s Gathering was pretty fun. I didn’t expect to cry but I did, just a little bit though. It was nice having a lot of people still remember her and remember how good of a person she was. When everyone was saying the qualities that she had that’s when I started to tear up cause those are what make a person real. It felt real. Felt like she was still there. The good thing out of all of this is that we’re able to come together and push our busy schedules aside and just have one night to spend together as one big family. EVEN MY COUSINS FROM CALI CAME :)
It also was my brother’s 18th birthday so we celebrated that after the whole party/celebration. Nothing too big, but something memorable :) LOL You know brought strippers and tippers on the side, you know no biggie. ;) I love my family !
Lastly, came home to my apartment and moved my dresser, desk, and bed frame; so now I’m living on a sack of clothes and a mattress. Living the good life. I’m living back at home for a month. This is gonna be tough because I’m still working in the city and I’ll have to be commuting back and forth. People have offered me to crash at their place if need be for finals; which I might take that offer.
Talked to my biff about her situation. Overall, I honestly can feel her pain. I understand that I can’t fully understand what she’s going through BUT I have a sense just because I’ve been in her situation but not as extreme. But don’t worry you’ve got a lot of support behind you and if you think optimistically I’m sure things will start looking your way! I’m praying for you bifferoni <3
Alright I should really be making my study guides and studying. I have a LOT on my plate these next 2 weeks :/ Hopefully I do well on my finals, I can’t afford to be slacking off anymore. Wish me luck everyone.
Where I am able to freely say, that I miss you every single day when you’re not around. I miss you making me laugh, cheering me up, yelling at me, anything; anything that shows me that you’re still with me.
It’s been a year now. a full 365 day revelation. I realized that I haven’t been myself within this month and it’s been purely unconscious till now. I’ve noticed that i’ve been rather distant to some people and I couldn’t really understand as to why I’ve been behaving like this.
I really feel it’s because of you and other factors that play a part into all of this.
I really miss you, and you’ll never be forgotten. I really wish I can dream about you again. I’ll always love you.
<3 04/20/2009 I said God I Hurt, and God said I know I said God I Cry alot, God said That is why I gave you Tears I said God I am so Depressed, God said That is why I gave you Sunshine I said God Life is so hard, God said that is why I gave you Loved ones I said God My love one died, God said so did Mine I said God it is such a loss, God said I saw mine nailed to a Cross I said God But your loved one lives, GOD said So does yours I said God Where are they now? God said Mine is on my right yours is in the light I said God it Hurts, God said I Know.
I’m working that 7 hour shift up in the Office of Public Affairs. Making that cash flow :)
- Krishna didn’t come in today because she got food poisoning :/ Poor her. Everyone keeps getting sick.
Man this whole school and homework shit is a pain. I’m actually doing some of my work right now. Usually I’ve been waiting last minute and doing it. But I really need to finish strong and hard (that’s what she said) so I don’t do half as bad. I’m two weeks away of pure bliss. laziness, nothing-ness. It’ls gonna be a good summer. That is, if we find us a damn apartment. Cause if not I’ll have to miss work for a bit in order to find an apartment back at home. eeeeek.
TEAM TEAMWORK Playoffs tonight at 9:40. Get some. Boom. COME WATCH US to all the people that live in Chicago that follow me lol.
- Formal was exceptionally fun. Got a little tipsy in the beginning but lost my buzz when I ate lol. I don’t know why I drank before. I should’ve freaking saved my captain till the actual event. Oh well.
- Almost got killed by a man cause I was alone with 2 other girls. So I called one of my boys and told him to come running to get us. And indeed he did :)
- Went to an after-party but at that point I was too tired to socialize so we dipped.
Note to Self:
PSCH 320 Homework
Work on APA Research Project Paper
Work on APA Matrix
Make study guides
And so far so good :) The hardest part is starting. So start and just keep on trucking.
I always have this tendency to play alternative music around the beginning of good weather. Today I didn’t have class or work which left me to wake up at 10 in the morning without an alarm clock. Felt like summer. Gets me excited !
But today I headed to school to bring my roommate her lunch and then proceeded to work on some research work with my friend Sara. It went well for 11 pages worth of reading till I kept getting easily distracted by the good weather. :/ Then me and my other roommate went out to get some bubble tea and walked around :)
I was suppose to work out but instead i went home with the roommates and just ate at home and took a relaxing nap !
And now we’re here at 11:53 having nothing accomplished except just finishing washing the dishes. LOL But honestly everyone needs those types of days/nights where you do absolutely nothing and not feel guilty what so ever. My semester has been super hectic with school, research, work, working out, volleyball and APO; none the less it’s still worth every second of it but I just need some down time here and there.
It’s about to be the end of the year and I’m moving out of my FIRST apartment on April 30th and I’m somewhat sad to see this day go for K-Town. I honestly couldn’t ask for any better roommates actually. These two people that I’ve spent about 365 days with have been the best way to live my first year having an apartment. They put up with my inappropriateness, my pranks, my tantrums, my rants, and overall they put up with ME :) But real talk fam, if I were to choose I’d FORCE them to with me for a couple more years ;) <3
So with that being said I’m going to be playing summertime music while packing some things off in cardboard boxes. I’m really looking forward for summer.
F O R M A L is tomorrow and I’m super excited just because I missed semi-formal and I heard that I really missed out. Also my senior prom wasn’t that enjoyable because most of my friends graduated already. So this’ll make up for it, I hope. It should lol.
Alright i’m gonna clean my room cause my parents say that I should’ve been a boy because of the way my room looks. Oops lol. And they’re coming here tomorrow to help us move some stuff out.
This month is going to be very very very stressful. By the end of this month me and my roommates will have to be out of this hell hole by 12/Noon. But realistically is that really going to happen? Hopefully we can make it work. So we’re supposed to have an apartment by then? Think that’ll happen? Doubt it. BUT I HOPE SO.
APO Formal is on the 17th :) I’m super excited ! I wonder what dress I’m gonna wear. We’ll see.
Lola’s 1 year death anniversary thing is on the 24th which is also my brother’s 18th birthday. This is gonna be difficult. Not even gonna put up a front.
And just thinking about how the days are counting till summer which also means closer and closer till finals week. I’m scared. I need to bring up my grades. It’s game time. Go big or go home.