You’re the most annoying person I’ve ever talked to in my life. Seriously. STOP. You can just tell that I don’t like talking to you because I just give you one worded answers. I don’t contribute to conversation with you because I BARELY EVEN know you. You steady trying to talk me when i’m not giving you the time or day. Isn’t that a big enough hint for you, or do I have to de-friend you? Or do I have to blatantly say it to you?
- I’m turning 22. Ouch. - Someone help me find a dress, k thanks in advance :) - I hope people come out even though it’s cold. - People better come out, cause it’ll be after finals ! - … Just thought again, I’m turning 22.. ouch :(
Just got me a cup of hot chocolate as I work on my extra credit paper assignment. This weekend was a bit low key; which in my opinion was definitely needed from the last weekend I had. Lets not talk about it. This weekend consisted of working, sleeping, working yet again,train-riding, movie-watching, studying, reading, loving (not like that, pervs), and relaxing all around would be the definition of a perfect eventful date-weekend.
- When working 6 days a week, sleeping was the only thing I was looking forward to doing last night. I slept in and caught up with the rest that I needed all week.
- School is coming to a close soon. I really hope I did enough to bring my grades back up. I say this a lot, but I really can’t afford to not do well. I really need to focus, and get my head in the game. I really hope that the work that I’m inputting is going to benefit me the grades that I’ve been working hard for. If not, I don’t know what I’m gonna do..
- YOU, all I have to say is that I’m thankful for meeting you and you being a part of my life. I never thought I’d meet someone so compatible with my needs without me having to say much. you push me to be a better person for me, and for the both of us as a whole. Seeing you so motivated to become a PT, and all the hard work you’ve gone through to get this far has only lead me to motivate myself in getting where I need to be, by any means necessary. So thank you for inspiring me. :) I’m such a cake right now. You make me so happy.
"And there is not enough time, and there is no, no song I can sing, and there is no combination of words I could say"
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so out of control that you have to transform your life…”—Elizabeth Gilbert
It’s been forever since I’ve went to church. I also wanted to talk about Religion, and how it’s very important to me. Just being in church felt very uplifting and gratifying. I mean it sounds dumb to me when I say, “Just being in church made me feel like a better person.” But it really did. Just because I got up, did something, and went to church. Rather than me sitting around and not doing anything. But yes, religion is and will always be a big part of my life. It’s good to feel and share that sense of spirituality with someone special. Me and J-Duggy were discussing how it was very important to the both of us to be religious. Definitely gave me a spiritual high.
And out of all days we coincidentally go to church on Halloween, not knowingly that it was intentionally for you. I mean I went to church, to go to church. But then thinking about it now, I realized that maybe it was a sign, and you know me I’m a big believer on signs. And Realizing it now, It’s All Souls Day.
But my closest loved ones already know that I’ve recently lost someone that’s always been a big part of me ever since I was little. You’d skin the grapes for me just because I didn’t like the after taste of the skin. You’d sing me songs to put me to sleep. You’d dance with me and my stuffed animals. You’d always tell me, “NO BOYFRIENDS UNTIL YOU FINISH SCHOOL!”. You’d love me unconditionally. Or how we’d spend our birthday’s together because we were like a week apart. Or how I’d pick you up from places and you’d make me something to hang on my wall. Or how you practically raised me because my mom was working while my dad was in Saudi. I just wanted to take the time out of my day to pray and acknowledge that you’re still on my mind at a constant.
I really miss you. There never goes a day where I don’t think about you at least once. Your birthday is coming up, and I don’t know what I’m gonna do with myself.