Whats up with everyone and YES including their momma’s having a farmville and nonetheless a freaking facebook.
For instance, my cousin jasmine has 2 people in her family that are playing that stuff. And one is her brother and the other is her mom. Both of them were late to work because they were playing farmville non stop. WHAT IN THE WORLD ? Seriously is it that addicting.
Friends please don’t play this or i’ll yell at you. ANTI-FARMVILLE !
12 more minutes till TRUE BLOOD, and i’ll be able to eric’s fine ass once again LOL
This weekend was honestly a very enjoyable one, definitely needed because this week is gonna be a hectic one. I’m not looking forward to it ! UGH i hate school. Nevermind i take everything back , i wasn’t looking forward for school what so ever.
Hahahha so friends are finding me the perfect white man for me ;) how sweet ! lmao You’re cute jean ! and karla told me she’d walk to and fro to class and in her head she’d say “perfect for kaye” especially when she sees a 5 O’clock shadow ! you’re so thoughtful. If only !
Hahahaha post up white guys for me thanks :)
Feeling really accomplished cause i did everything, and have time to spare for watching tv shows before bed !
Read Spanish Homework Read MORE and lastly Bullshitting !
I’m excited for tomorrow ! Letting loose, i’ll see my biffs.
But it is a perfect day to drink tea, read, listen to calming music. It’s all about Iron & Wine, Death Cab for cutie, james blunt, postal service, Late night alumni, Meiko, and Joshua Radin ! I’m excited to get out of work and read :)
So much crap to do today. I thought i was gonna be able to do some homework at work. Forgot it’s freaking newspaper day for UIC news. ughhh.
I love that song :) I’m in a good mood, and lately i’ve been having more of those than bad ones. Things are finally looking up, and i’ve felt as if i’ve turned a new leaf.
I saw 500 days of summer yesterday and that movie twas AMAZING, i feel as if that was a cherry to my movie galore ice cream craze. Honestly last night was just perfect all around. I got to see both of my roommates, talk to my biffs back home :) (Oh By the way, jean i hope you have a safe trip to california), I went to see a movie in the heart of the city, after the movie went to the beach and walked along the shoreline, and walked to navy pier, and just talked. Top Night, you could say. Nothing beats Chicago’s summer nights. This is why i chose to live here, the experiences, the night life, the fact that you can just walk around the city and be amazed every time. I feel as if i’m a tourist in my own city.
WOW, all this positive energy coming my way; and i’m not stopping it.
everythings been just an emotional ride for me… lately things haven’t been going the way i want it to be…i thought it was guna be for the best? but i was wrong… i’m not ready to let go, i still want to be with him :( everywhere i go i can’t go a day without thinking about us…i still love him. Also everything else with my multiple doctor visits about my chest area its freaking me out.. i’m scared :( the doctors dont know whats going on but they know that its growing and it hurts so we might have to do surgery but hopefully my mamogram this week they’ll figure it out what it is, and it won’t be bad. i just can’t deal right now. i’ve been crying almost everyday now… i try to go out and have some fun and i do, but later when night time comes around its the hardest. I just hate this, i want my boyfriend back… i want to be happy again… i’ve become so lethargic now, and i always give an attitude now, my sister said to me earlier that i’ve been a real bitch lately since me and carlo ended things… and shes right i have. All i want to do is sleep eat and watch tv, people ask me to hang but i just turn them down cus i’m too tired or i know i wont have fun cus i keep thinking about depressing things..but hes out having a good time, so it makes me even more depressed cus i wish i was like that but yeah i’m weak i’m not afriad to admit it, i’m not guna write how i can get through it and i’ll be okay but that would be lying, i show that i’m strong to people so they won’t feel sorry for me but its fake i’m not strong. i put on this fake smile for my family and friends cus i know more people have it worse.
sorry for the depressing blog…its just whats going on with me right now, and this is my only way actually writing my whole feelings out and it feels good to let it all out.
**this isn’t to get attention i just need to vent and writing it all out helps sometimes, so pls dont think i want attention**
Aw bifff, we’re on the same boat. But as the days go by you’ll realize something. It will take a while, it still hurts me daily. But it’s a learning process :) When i grieve, i grieve hard. So grieve hard, and then you’ll already know how it feels to be at a super low, and all you’ll do now is look forward to what the future brings to you :) i love you and rogine both :) we’ll be getting through this